Crew Member Shares Depression After Wave of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her studies and years of training to the historic significance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Now, eight months after reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that despite the negativity, important benefits had come out of the experience, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that crossed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also included leaders in different industries.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
