Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a